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Rexona Ad ;;)
Gabriella Cilmi - Sweet about me

and this is because there is nothing sweet about me =)) ohhh ... and the blond guy is ... *cough.hot.cough* :|
plus this is the voice i would adore to have.

Dreamers

Upon the fields of the internet again after a break of some time now. A beautiful period that was :| I had problems sleeping and other similar issues. Made me think about what i want for myself ... what i must not postpone anymore. Such a long list.

The result of a such a study?
I want way too much for how lazy i am. I want the world without ever doing anything to deserve it. I want things to happen on their own. I am a dreamer. A dreamer to freaked to see the dream come to life.


Monoral - Kiri
(some of you might know it as the Ergo Proxy opening ... one of my favorite anime)

I can't say ... it's a secret

Late at night ... a computer not known to me ... and me left alone in an orange pyjamas. God i hate that. The loneliness i mean. It's what i fear the most, after death by drowning.

Yes, me ... i hate being alone. From all my heart. But theres nothing i can do now. Sometimes the thought that it might be my future comes to mind, and then the pain takes over. Like the weight of the world is on my gray soul. Pressing, screaming, scratching, suffocating ... doing all it can to make me tremble.

I read back what i wrote and it's kind of pathetic. I sound like an emo weirdo. I guess that is one way of putting it. I have 5% emoness in me ... kill me.